Smidge

Definitely feeling weird.

2009-06-29T06:32:24Z

A little feeling in my stomach, maybe hunger, maybe not.

I can't even tell right now...I have a lots of poles for my gravity to work with.

I haven't been on LJ in forever, but I'd like to get using it again...maybe hmm.

Thank Katie for reminding me about it. :)

Ya estoy curada

2007-06-10T18:11:55Z

I am so fulfilled.

Te espero siempre mi amor...

2007-05-05T23:09:05Z

Yesterday was fun. Simple but fun. I chilled at Michael's for a bit...then Jonathan showed up. He's great. We watched Turistas...which is like Hostel...but better for a couple reasons. Anyway we watched the tube, ate a bit, I exercised my animal instincts, we tried to smoke, but there was no significant amount (which was good).All in all it was nice. Ojala que no...no importa.

I didn't leave him for her, he left it for me.

2006-07-24T17:42:15Z

10 Random Things

1) my mom told me I could get worms from kissing my dog (who has worms)
2) now I feel sick and paranoid
3) I want my BA
4) But I dunno what I'll do once I get it
5) Should I stop eating eggs?
6) I sucks reading Fast Food Nation
7) I like Pants Off Dance Off
8) I miss Theresa
9) I don't feel like a Junior
10) I wish my spelling was better haha

9) fav things in my room;

1) bed
2) heater (when I need it)
3) fan
4) tv
5) shoes
6) movies
7) my various books
8) Bob/Johnny/Angie posters
9) my dreamcatchers

8 things i carry with me everyday

1) dinero
2) cell phone
3) my permit
4) chapstick
5) clothes
6) powder
7) ...
8) ...

7 ways to annoy me

1) talk over music
2) make fun of people
3) put silverware in the wrong area of the drawer
4) talk about something and pretend you know what you're talking about when everyone knows you dunno shit
5) poison your body
6) be extremely schedule oriented
7) when women act stupid to be cute...all it does is bring down my gender an inch more

6 things im afraid of

1) clusters
2) aliens
3) going deaf (knock wood)
4) someone I love getting hurt or disappearing
5) racists
6) sharks

5 ways to win my heart

1) be funny
2) be smart
3) be nice
4) have morals
5) and good hygiene

4 things i do everyday

1) shower
2) do my face
3) listen to music.
4) drink tea or coffee

3 things that i love to do

1) listen to music
2) watch films
3) be with people I love

2 things im trying NOT to do

1) drugs
2) get fat

1 person i want to see right now;
Ara

coldcoffee83 @ 2006-07-24T10:19:00

2006-07-24T17:20:19Z

I think that I really like Giovanni Ribisi. I also might have to throw up soon.

Well well well

2006-07-20T23:00:44Z

Today I watched Walk the Line. I cried like every other scene. Especially when he missed June and was all lethargic about it. And urgh. TEARS! And I found out we either have to buy our house now or move. Sucky. And we are possibly going to host a foreign exchange student next month!

Must Love Dogs

2006-07-15T08:20:22Z

I just watched that with my sister. It's one of those movies where you are constantly yelling at the protagonist (who in this film doubles as the antagonist) because they can't seem to do anything right or they way that it'll work out best. Ridiculous. I mean it was cute, charming, enjoyable...but it was messy...however the ending was cute. Anywho...I am on fire and it's like midnight. GLobal warming, right?

waiting

2006-07-14T17:58:23Z

Yesterday I was with Theresa, who is brilliant. I went with my Daddy to see Pirates. It was entertaining and I enjoyed it...which was what I was going for. Brian is still being a prick, but I am about ready to excommunicate his ass and forget his face. Anyway my dog has an ear infection and that makes me sad. My next door neighbor took his life two days ago, and there's nothing I can do to console the mourning family because the only time I spoke to them was to borrow bread, my communist diet.

I just hope they are alright and that Brian accidentally meanders off a cliff.

coldcoffee83 @ 2006-01-28T03:55:00

2005-12-28T11:56:07Z

so it's like 4 am and I am for some reason still not tired...I hope I can last till dawn
that'd be pimp

three days till Christmas

2005-12-22T19:15:02Z

tre, tres, san, trois, drie, drei
anyway you put it it's gultig (umlauts over the U)

So I play this game called stretch and well the basics are you end up stretching your legs like super far and I think I over exerted myself. Now I am all hobbly.

well....jovial noel...how accurate is that? is that what you say? please correct me

coldcoffee83 @ 2005-11-09T17:24:00

2005-11-10T01:26:15Z

I have a sty...if you don't know what that is then you probably haven't had one...lucky bastard. Well it's an eye infection...it's not pussy and it's not contagious...it just hurt like a bitch.

Happy Birthday James...

2005-10-16T06:01:03Z

So I was sitting on my front lawn this morning thinking about the shooting and everything else...and I realized we are with them now. We are now part of all of the other schools that have had simmilar cases occur on their campuses. We are no better. But then we also share this thread of pain, this undertone of death and violence and it will haunt the dreams of the victim's mothers, just as it haunted mine. I mean what the fuck, I am really disappointed in what these people are pretending life is about, they are the epitome of human nature and it makes sick and it makes me sad and it makes me worry that if we just keep falling into this abyss of gang violence and grudges help over bullshit....what kind of world are my kids going to be plagued with? and what the fuck can I do about it?

Your number one with a bullet

2005-07-26T16:09:05Z

this AP Euro shit has gotta go...I didn't ask to be good at homework now I am in these classes...this blows so does that stupid Mockingbird book. I don't really feel this way I just wanted to bitch for three seconds...that's over...back to work.

Ivy and Jeans by. Alicia Rose

2005-07-09T01:24:30Z

I'm covered in weeds
ivy and jeans
of lovers that leave
tears in my eyes

In the eyes of your "love" child
the substitute word
because "sex" sounds
far too vulgar

I lay on the ground
The bugs all around
A caterpillar crawls in
my ear
out my mouth flies
a butterfly to mock
me
and throw at me
the thoughts
the others think
they think but don't see
what you're doing to me
is all what you do to
yourself

the needles and spoonfuls
the feeble minded roomfuls
of conundrums and
heartbreak alike

The flowers break the poor
ground
What did the ground do to them?
They make their home there
we walk all over it
all the ground wanted
was to live

to live in a house
on a hill
with a mouse
and ivy
that suffocates me
with a husband that smiles
and saves marlboro miles
and doesn't hit me like the last

Last night ever spent
in a hall of decandence
that never belonged to me
with sex in my ears
lies on my lips and
predjudice in my hands
I feel what
you tried to run from

from a child in a
sundress
selling lemonade
from lemons sprayed with pesticides
and lace
lacewings that mock the
summer air
the air that clouds
my lungs
lungs that were once
full of smoke
smoke that billowed
from a tree that caught fire
it caught the fire?
Doing what?
Well
Burning
I suppose
Burning the joint you lit
to forget
the days you spent with
me, all covered in weeds
ivy & jeans
of lovers that leave
tears in my eyes.

by. Alicia Rose

Today

2005-07-09T01:11:25Z

Sooo...I got the cutest pair of shoes and a haircut today I feel good.
No I will show you a peom I wrote.

Jai guru deva

2005-06-27T20:27:17Z

Across the Universe by. John Lennon and Paul McCartney

Words are flowing out like
endless rain into a paper cup
They slither while they pass
They slip away across the universe
Pools of sorrow waves of joy
are drifting thorough my open mind
Possessing and caressing me

Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world

Images of broken light which
dance before me like a million eyes
They call me on and on across the universe
Thoughts meander like a
restless wind inside a letter box
they tumble blindly as
they make their way across the universe

Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world

Sounds of laughter shades of life
are ringing through my open ears
inciting and inviting me
Limitless undying love which
shines around me like a million suns
It calls me on and on across the universe

Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Jai guru deva
Jai guru deva

coldcoffee83 @ 2005-06-12T16:12:00

2005-06-12T23:13:00Z

Mama's little baby better get herself in...out of the lightnin'

Alive

2005-06-12T22:49:01Z

I haven't logged in in forever. It's cool I am going to Pheonix tomorrow and am happy school is over. Faint and Bright Eyes last night was cool but Fuckin people have no fuckin courtesy this guy pushed my sister...like while she was helping someone so she punched him in the kidney...should've been the baby-maker. I am tired and happy and think it's cool to be back love life. I'm now rambling.

coldcoffee83 @ 2005-03-27T21:21:00

2005-03-28T05:22:08Z

wow this is surreal.

coldcoffee83 @ 2005-02-08T16:43:00

2005-02-09T00:46:20Z

I saw the love of my life today hehe. And I got a raspberry scone from Starbucks! it was good. Tomorrow Lent begins and I will give up sweets. Tyler lent me a book, The Beach, today and I am excited to read it.
I send my love and kisses to all.

hehehe...

Auston Tyler

2005-02-09T00:42:20Z

Auston Tyler was born tonight at 9.35 pm and I am so happy I am an aunty!!!
and he is so beautiful.

coldcoffee83 @ 2005-01-22T15:41:00

2005-01-22T23:43:05Z

So today my sister's flight landed and she is in san Diego away from Missawappi and I am sooo happy. Today is my brother and sister's birthday their 21st no less. Score for them. Love you.

Bai bai!

coldcoffee83 @ 2005-01-21T19:56:00

2005-01-22T03:59:55Z

A desperate man walks up to the Pope and says, "Holy Father, Holy Father, what am I to do? I do not believe in God anymore." Do you know what the Pope says? The Pope says,

"Fake it."

.....I could not 'fake it' anymore.

coldcoffee83 @ 2005-01-18T16:56:00

2005-01-19T00:57:15Z

So today was okay I guess I saw the man of my dreams again...guess who...and I basically just did nothing special. I am on the phone with Akuma now and tehn I have to walk my dog I love you all especially Danker!

coldcoffee83 @ 2005-01-17T20:13:00

2005-01-18T04:14:44Z

Hello, I realize I have been neglecting my journal...sorry. Today I rode on my dad's Harley as a passenger for 100 miles + or - a few....needless to say my ass was numb. But I had fun and then Nyokki came over and we ate and hung out for a bit. But whatever I am going to go I love you guys.